I'm having an off day. Our couch is here, but I don't get to sit on it. I hate this in between feeling and although I know the time when Cal and I will be together is soon, I just have this feeling something will go wrong. Things have always gone wrong and I feel so lost in where my career is, where its
supposed to go, what kind of company
I'm supposed to be with if any at all. Just lost. The only thing that isn't lost is Cal. The rest is a mess. I'm so tired of trying...of everything. I just feel like giving up sometimes. Today is one of those times.
Tomorrow might be better....