I'm having an off day. Our couch is here, but I don't get to sit on it. I hate this in between feeling and although I know the time when Cal and I will be together is soon, I just have this feeling something will go wrong. Things have always gone wrong and I feel so lost in where my career is, where its supposed to go, what kind of company I'm supposed to be with if any at all. Just lost. The only thing that isn't lost is Cal. The rest is a mess. I'm so tired of trying...of everything. I just feel like giving up sometimes. Today is one of those times.
Tomorrow might be better....
2 years ago
I am not ever lost either my ellen dear. I love you so much and I know this time is so frusterating, but I promise that in the grand scheme of things this will seem like only a blink. You are capable and talented and something great will come your way! I love you dearly!!
ReplyDeleteYou are not lost. Times are sucky, but think of all the good thigns you have going for you. You have an amazing family. You are intelligent, you have an amazing boyfriend who loves you more than you could ever know and countless friends who would do anything to make you happy. I know it's tough, but you are a trooper, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and that tunnel is approaching soon!
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